A Prayer For Today

Ya Allah,

muliakan dan sayangilah

SAHABATKU ini...

bahagiakan keluarganya

sihatkan tubuh badannya

berkati rezekinya

kuatkan imannya

beri kenikmatan ibadahnya

jauhkan dari fitnah dunia

suburkan benih keimanannya

dengan penuh

rasa sayang tanpa batasan

dan

berilah kejayaan dalam

kehidupannya hingga

abadi...

~Aamin~

Solatku jika nk dibandingkan dengan...

Seorang ahli ibadah bernama Isam bin Yusuf, dia sangat warak dan sangat khusyuk solatnya. Namun dia selalu khuatir kalau-kalau ibadahnya kurang khusyuk dan selalu bertanya kepada orang yang dianggapnya lebih ibadahnya, demi untuk memperbaiki dirinya yang selalu dirasakan kurang khusyuk.
Pada suatu hari, Isam menghadiri majlis seorang abid bernama Hatim Al-Isam dan bertanya : "Wahai Aba Abdurrahman,bagaimanakah caranya tuan solat?"
Isam bertanya, "Bagaimana wudhu' zahir dan batin itu?" Hatim berkata, "Wudhu' zahir sebagaimana biasa, iaitu membasuh semua anggota wudhu'dengan air. Sementara wudhu'batin ialah membasuh anggota dengan tujuh perkara :-

1. Bertaubat
2. Menyesali dosa yang dilakukan
3. Tidak tergila-gilakan dunia
4. Tidak mencari / mengharap pujian orang (riya')
5. Tinggalkan sifat berbangga
6. Tinggalkan sifat khianat dan menipu
7. Meninggalkan sifat dengki

Seterusnya Hatim berkata, "Kemudian aku pergi ke masjid, aku kemaskan semua anggotaku dan menghadap kiblat. Aku berdiri dengan penuh kewaspadaan dan aku bayangkan Allah ada dihadapanku, syurga di sebelah kananku, neraka di sebelah kiriku, malaikat maut berada di belakangku, dan aku bayangkan pula bahawa aku seolah-olah berdiri diatas titian 'Sirratul Mustaqim' dan aku menganggap bahawa solatku kali ini adalah solat terakhirku, kemudian aku berniat dan bertakbir dengan baik.

Setiap bacaan dan doa dalam solat kufaham maknanya, kemudian aku ruku' dan sujud dengan tawadhu', aku bertasyahhud dengan penuh pengharapan dan aku memberi salam dengan ikhlas. Beginilah aku bersolat selama 30 tahun."
Apabila Isam mendengar, menangislah dia kerana membayangkan ibadahnya yang kurang baik bila dibandingkan dengan Hatim.

Let us muhasabah ourselves.

Sweet Memory...

In the name of Allah, Most Gracious, Most Merciful

On 14th of dec 09,I went out with my fwenz ; ct,ano & dlah. We met at KBmol (temp. yg slalu dijadikn temp. prtemuan...huhu)

We shared any new stories of us bout our different lives after leaving maahad and things that happened since we haven't met each other 4 a quite long period...perhaps....

I was so excited to hear all those stories...I know,this is maybe our last meeting b4 I fly in da sky...huhu...cdey....I dun noe when I could sit together again with my friends aftr this...of course,I'll miss this kind of meeting so much....experiences we share together in maahad for about 6years are really precious...very nice n unforgetable experiences....luv maahad so much!!!!!

At da time I come back aftr this,we already grown up and entered the adult world(so scary...dun noe y),so we definitely have our own things or stuff that we need to do and we dun have time to hang out together again....but I hope that we still could spend a little of our time together aftr this...insyaAllah....Moga2 kte msh dipnjangkn umr utk brjmpe lg n moga2 Allah mmperkuatkn lg ukhwah antr kte...Ukhwah fillah abadan abada....

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Then we walk n walk in da KBmol till we tired...hehe...we went 2 kfc bcoz one of my fwen mengidam nk mkn kfc...at dat time,I already full aftr eating sizzling(things that make I love to come to kBmol...hehe) at fudcourt...huhu...

Thanx to ano n ct 4 treating me twister yg sodap 2...n also cheezy wedges yg byk sgt sos nye...1st time in my life,I eat cheezy wedges with so much sos....hehe....

by da time to leave,we feel so sad...especially me!I'll miss u guys...We brsalam2 n then we say gudbye...........huhu....

Xlame slps itu.....

I got a present...nice present...hehe....thank you so much,again,to ct n ano 4 giving me that nice gift...I dun have anything 2 give 2 both of you except all da memories we had 2gether....

sorry kawan...hehe...

i'll remember this 4 da whole of my life :

'We are the leaders of the UMMAH...great UMMAH start with great survivor...'

'Always help ones who in need so that ALLAH swt will help us when we are in need...'

And to all my friends,thanx 4 being my fwenz n always there when I need....Especially to my beloved n bestfriends ; dha,tkah,dlah n fie....hope to c ya in da future!!!!luv u so much.....

Ukhwah fillah abadan abada...

Btn...

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.....
First of all,alhamdulillah,thank God coz at last, BTN IS OVER!!! hehe
I am not expressing that I dun like btn but I feel so relief...fuh,lega...
So many experience and lots of knowledge that I got from it,especially bout the history of our beloved country,Malaysia.I felt so sad when I was told that the A Famosa is actually was built from mosque which was destroyed.Astaghfirullah...
I also got to know bout our country,politics and current issues that occured in and outside Malaysia.
I admit that btn boost up my patriotic spirit...insyaAllah...I love Malaysia...but no matter where I am,I feel safe becoz wherever I go,I know the land that I step on is belong to Allah...
Berbalik kpd cite btn,I got new friends ;
-->wani
-->wawa
-->lia
-->durga(1st indian friend that I ever had)
-->ily
-->nurul
-->ferd
-->syamil
-->izat
-->lili
LDK(latihan dlm kump)-Actually I do not like LDK so much.dun know why.hehe.To all my group members,I am so sorry coz I dun talk too much in LDK...I prefer to be a listener.All of you always had brilliant answers and also quick thinkers...congrats!!
However,I got so much information through LDK...Thank to En.Fadzil and En.Azman...
Thing that I cannot forget,we won the 1st place becoz of our unique performance singing 'Saya Anak Malaysia'...thniah2...
This btn is better than other btn that I went last year.I dun know why.Maybe this one lbh brkesan...hehe...hopefully...
Last but not least,thank to MOE for sending me to Btn...So many thing that I got from it that I cannot get from elsewhere...

kenangan kt btn,En.Naufal tgh brckp...hehe

May Allah guides us.

Cinta Allah Jua ku Rindui

Wahai jiwa...

resahmu takku damba...

gelisah menghimpit sebak didada...

air mataku tiada hentinya...

mengalir penat di pelupuk jiwa...

menagih rindu padaMu...

buat mengurang beban di jiwa...

amat pedih untuk diterima...

namun takdir harus kuredha...

Ya Allah,

ujianMu sekadarnya...

untuk hambaMu seadanya..

sedang hati terlalu rapuh...

lantas mudah hati mengeluh...

lintasan hati bukannya keluhan...

cuma mengharap resah kan hilang...

takut akan lebih kehilangan...

istighfarku tak pernah keciciran...

buat menguat hati yang kekurangan...

Demi Tuhan,

hatiku sedayanya kutabahkan...

kupinta ketabahan buatnya jua...

bukan mudah mencari putusan...

dalam hati yang masih rawan...

namun selingdung di hati tersirat maknanya...

dapat dirasa pedihnya bersama...

setelah diharung bertahun lamanya...

akhirnya kesabaran teruji jua...

bila perpisahan menuntut janjinya...

Ya Tuhan,

jadikan aku redha...

denganMu dan dirinya...

ingin dirungkai segalanya..

namun terasa tiada gunanya...

kuhimpunkan kekuatan yang masih tersisa...

ku lafazkan syukur kepada yang masih ada...

ukhuwah ini batu penanda...

akan sejarah yang pernah dicipta...

andai berakhir kesudahannya...

kupohon ganti yang sebaik dirinya...

biar hidupnya tenang sempurna...

bahagia hingga ke akhirat sana...

segalanya dariMu jua...

jadikanlah aku redha...

Aamin...

Strive for better ummah...